Friday, December 30, 2016

MY TRANSART MFA BLOG

THE TRANSART INSTITUTE
http://www.transartadmissions.org/

Greetings and welcome to my MFA process blog.
My name is Claire Elizabeth Barratt. I received an MFA in Creative Practice with the Transart Institute, accredited by Plymouth University UK, in August 2016.
The following pages contain my two year coursework process, the most recent posts are of my final project and of my advisor evaluations, followed by my coursework (in reverse chronological order, as it is with blogs.)

My experience with the Transart Institute:
Where to begin ....

in my opinion, Transart is a functioning rhizomatic community. They refer to a rhizomatic structure, as described by Deleuze and Guattari in A Thousand Plateaus - and I can really see it as a living, working mechanism for the Transart community. Because of this, Transart has the plasticity to constantly evolve, morph, become - while maintaining its core precepts and principles. At any given moment, the needs and priorities of a current student body may change, and a rhizomatic structure is both flexible and defined enough to accommodate these without losing its essential purpose.
My experience of this structure in operation was to witness my peers each finding their own unique voice in leadership to influence a result that would have never occurred without them.

The program requires each student to take responsibility for themselves - both as a person and as an artist. And the individuals who become part of this program are indeed each totally unique characters forging their own path in the art world.
Transart does not offer a program that teaches people how to be artists - there is very little instruction on how to develop one's technique or craft. Transart puts one in a position where one has to THINK, to respond, to create, to question, to define, to RESEARCH.
The reason a peer critique group can consist of artists from a variety of disciplines is because they are not discussing the techniques of their craft so much as concepts and ideas, cause and effect (or affect) and aesthetics.
For me, it was not so important that my medium is performance and someone else's is painting or video or whatever - but to be moved by an aesthetic quality or provoked by an idea.
This is very much the same principle as the now legendary Black Mountain College - which I am very familiar with, living in Asheville NC and having been involved with the Black Mountain College Museum + Art Center for a number of years.
It is this meeting of minds that sparks so much inspirational creativity - with the anchor of critical thinking.

I was accepted into the MFA program on the merit of my body of work as an artist - I did not have an undergraduate degree, so it was quite a stretch for me to suddenly be thrown into the academic rigors of critical discussion and paper-writing. It actually took me until the final semester to really feel confident in group discussions - during the last winter and summer residencies.
It was a steep learning curve!
I think that being paired with the right advisors is key - it was critical for me anyway. I was blessed with two advisors who were fully committed and deeply engaged in the process with me. Whether we agreed on everything was not nearly as important as their genuine investment in the work. It certainly did not always feel comfortable or easy - sometimes I would feel quite upset or angry or defensive - I might even dread an advisor meeting - but I now appreciate their challenges. 
Thank you Laura Gonzalez and Linda Montano!
Right from the first summer residency I was forced into defining and articulating what my work is about and what I am doing with it. I was extremely resistant to this, as I enjoy the mystery of being an unconscious conduit of creativity. But I can choose which way to go on that one now - I have the tools for definition when necessary.
It was an incredibly intensive two years. One has to live, breath, eat, sleep, dream the work. ALL THE TIME! Even though the Transart community people are spread out all over the globe, one is still intensely aware of them - it's very strange how the human connection works that way.

My experience of being in Berlin for three summers was quite profound. I'm glad to have had the opportunity to know the city so well and explore some lesser-known nooks and crannies.
Ufer Studios really is such a perfect venue for the residency and I hope it stays there.
The biggest problem with both the Berlin and New York residencies is the housing issue.
In my humble opinion, I really think Transart needs to take some responsibility for helping to find student accommodation. If it's done far ahead enough in advance, a whole hostel could be booked at a good rate. It's just such a stressful scramble for everyone to deal with finding decent and affordable accommodation on top of preparing for the residency, preparing presentations and finishing up the semester's final projects and papers.
Another area I think Transart could provide more assistance with is in securing financial aid. I spent some considerable time researching possible academic grants, loans and scholarships etc. - but that becomes a full-time job in itself and I eventually had to give up in order not to get behind on my project work.
While I think Transart is of superior artistic, creative and intellectual standard, perhaps a little more could be offered in terms of practical survival and being-in-the-world matters. After all, we are human beings who need to eat, sleep, travel, do taxes, stay safe and exist in our bodies!

An important part of the Transart experience is the constant stream of presentation deadlines - whether to the peer critique group, one's advisors, the big presentation at the residencies, smaller pecha-kucha style presentations, or just posting work on one's student blog.
I think this is the best way to keep progressing forward with the work. Even though it's understood we are presenting work-in-progress, the fact that it is a presentation heightens the working process, bumps it up a notch - forcing a stage of completion, however temporary, enough to define something and stop to look at it.

And then suddenly, just when I've really clicked into place, found my pace and truly love everybody ... it's all over!

So now what?

To continue on the struggle of life and survival in the world as an artist!
Yes - better equipped for sure.
Equipped with an MFA certificate, with a defined method and resulting body of work, with the vocabulary for discourse about it and with a new community in the world ...
the Transart diaspora!

THANK YOU
Cella, Susie, Jean Marie Casbarian, Andrew Cooks, Honi Ryan, Laura Gonzalez, Linda Montano, Lynn Book, Michael Bowdidge, John Newling, Gwen Charles ... and all my dear TI peers.



FINAL PROJECT: RAW-(Material)

Final project blog.
Follow all links to project journal, project report/thesis paper & final project disseminations.

http://raw-material-journal.blogspot.com/2016/05/raw-material-home-page.html

FINAL ADVISOR EVALUATION REPORTS



LINDA MONTANO - STUDIO

In all of my years of teaching/advising etc, I have never found anyone as  hungry, passionate and focused on producing and sharing as  Claire Elizabeth Barratt. She was unstoppable and it was somewhat ironic because in Berlin we talked about  the art of NOTHING  in a way, and the art of self knowing and self loving. She took that and ran with it, turning it upside down and sideways and inside out! Claire grew up performing and her mother is a music teacher, voice I think, so she is steeped in the art of sharing her talent, having done so since  childhood; that is if I remember correctly, putting on shows  as if that was a normal activity...not watching tv but making tv shows!!!Claire took good advantage of my presence in her life and I feel that I was able to play the role of guide and co-thinker with her and it was actually very stimulating for me as well. She worked with her advisor on the dissertation and it felt very much like a trio, the three of us, dancing through the reams of video and writings and curiosities and imaginings. I literally will miss Claire and her plethora of beautiful outpourings. It was a deep and satisfying ride.
Linda Mary Montano 2016

 

LAURA GONZALEZ - RESEARCH

By her own admission, Claire does not consider herself a writer and has faced the research side of her MFA as a challenge. Yet, she has risen to it admirably. Her project report is wonderfully structured, discusses interesting sources and artists, frames her studio work, Raw -(Material) very well and is well written. Especial mention must be made to the way she has been able to organize the work around the seven stages of alchemy and to her written voice, true to her artistic self and her project. Both of these show the sophistication and confidence required of a master.

There are a couple of issues that would require addressing should Claire wish to pursue further academic work in the future. The navigation is at times difficult and one forgets in which section of the alchemic process one is. Simple headers could help with that (which I reminded her throughout the year, as a paper is not simply content). In general the referencing system needs work, as it is very confusing, not consistent, and does not provide all the details required. This extends to citations too, and to images, which need referencing. The images in the report add much richness to the writing and to Claire’s analysis but they are too tame and could be much bigger, juicier, the focus of enquiry. More can be done with her choice of artists, especially in relation to a discussion on gender and the body, which feels absent from the text.

Having said this, Claire has been excellent at linking this work to her project last year, providing a clear trajectory to her thinking, and a situation of her work in relation to chosen artists. Why those choices and a little more criticality around the discussion could make the piece stronger, but Claire has certainly proved at masters level, with confidence. Perhaps her criticality lies in her poetics, in the way she links these artists’ works to her own and discusses them from her own point of view, a subjective criticism. The Q&A with her advisor Linda Montano is fantastic primary material, very well placed and a gem to read.

As a student, Claire is wonderful to work with. She asks advice when she needs to and is able to express her anxieties so we could discuss them. This, I think, has been key to the high quality work she has produced and should be proud of. She has been an extremely hard worker, providing drafts and diligently completing section as the semester went along, linking them to her studio work. The only thing I wish is that she was more confident with her writing, because it is good and just needs practice to be what she wants it to be. I would encourage Claire to write poetically in the future, as I see it as a great accompaniment to her studio performative and video practice. They could really enrich each other!

Friday, June 3, 2016

PROJECT DISSEMINATION - June 1 2016

This blog page is a portal for final dissemination of the RAW-(Material) project:

http://raw-material-journal.blogspot.com/2016/05/raw-material-project-dissemination.html 

So far I have compiled reports and documentation of four presentations demonstrating different facets of the project.

Still to come:
"Dialogues" in Berlin with Robyn Thomas
Audience & participant comments, feedback plus agreement statements.

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

MCP506 STUDIO PROJECT - May 15 2016


 The RAW-(Material) Project Blog:

http://raw-material-journal.blogspot.com/2016/05/raw-material-home-page.html





Links to all the Raw Material Journal contents can also be found in the documents below:
(video links only open in blog - but text, images & sound are accessible via documents)


Chronological Index




Complete Project Content




Connecting Narrative Text




Blog Page Links




Sunday, May 1, 2016

MCP506 FINAL PAPER - May 01 2016

The Process and Praxis of Constructing the Self as Medium 2

RAW-(Material)

Claire Elizabeth Barratt
Final Project Report 





Outline

Paper

Bibliography

 


  

Thursday, April 14, 2016

SPRING - 600 word critique response


600 word crit group response – April 14 2016

There was somewhat conflicting opinions on the sheer volume of work I’ve produced  -especially regarding the images.
As my project is being performed within the context of a journal, I am recording, documenting moments as they unfold.  – In some cases this may mean that there are many many images of one place or thing as I explore all the aspect of that place / thing. ALL these images are included in my journal – as they are ALL part of the process - & the process is the art.

My crit peers were divided on whether this wash of multiple images was redundant & that I should just pick out a few of them to present – OR whether the overall effect was, in fact, crucial to take the viewer on my journey and needed the multiplicity for that purpose.

In some ways I agree with both points of view – so I am trying to figure out a way of presenting the whole picture and then also picking out specific images to present with full clarity.

The other point in question was how the various facets of my project fit together – as there is the pedagogical method and live performance as well as the journal aspect of the project and the interactions with nature materials.
Some of my crit peers said they could see clearly how my live performance evolved from the nature interaction and journaling, but could not tie the pedagogy in with it.

The project actually began with creating the pedagogy last year – and through my process with the Raw Material project this year, I have very clearly defined how all the facets work together – especially in the report of my recent workshop with circle Modern Dance in Knoxville TN (which I included in work to be viewed by the crit group) – However, it takes a big time commitment to view all the video excerpts and read through all the report text, including descriptions of the exercises and how exactly they were being used for the development of new performance work – and unless you have followed the whole process I can see how it would not be immediately apparent how it all fits together … and I don’t think any of my crit peers did that.

I’m not really sure how I can present it in a way that is instantly apparent exactly how all the facets of the project fit together. It might just be a case of needing to invest a little time to study the whole process if one is interested enough to find out!

My plans for final dissemination of the project include all aspects of the project: live performance, workshop, video screening plus installation – there will also be Q&A sessions … My intention is that this will make my process clear to an audience and that the relationship of the various facets of the project will make complete sense. As it makes complete sense to me – I should be able to find a way to communicate that – however, I think the best way of doing this is live in person experience.
I also think that it’s fine for each facet of the project to be taken as an individual entity without needing to see or even know about the other facets.


Sunday, April 10, 2016

APRIL 15 2016 - PROCESS UPDATE

Over the month of February, I had a residency on Deal Island at the John Cage Memorial Park in Chance MD




Here is the work that evolved from that time:
Nature Specimens:
http://raw-material-journal.blogspot.com/2016/03/deal-island-winter-2016.html
Body Studies:
http://raw-material-journal.blogspot.com/2016/03/deal-island-studio-2016.html





and back home for spring:
http://raw-material-journal.blogspot.com/2016/04/spring-in-my-back-garden-2016.html



I have created a blog report for the workshop I facilitated for Circle Modern Dance in Knoxville TN:
http://raw-material-journal.blogspot.com/2016/03/workshop-circle-modern-dance-march-12-13.html

Here I am returning to the pedagogical roots of my project.


APRIL 15 - STUDIO ADVISOR REPORT

Studio Advisor Meeting - with Linda Montano - Sunday April 10th

Linda was mainly concerned with talking about my project dissemination and wanted to make sure I felt confident with what and how I will present my work.

Dissemination of the RAW-(Material) project is multi-faceted and includes the pedagogical method, live performance, video screening and an installation of the process as a journal.
We talked about the live performance aspect of the showing. I will be working with a musical collaborator in presenting a number of short Sound & Movement pieces. They will be in-the-moment compositions based on the raw materials I have been working with during the project and the vocabulary developed through those interactions. I thought about perhaps involving the audience by having them select particular materials (eg - a rock, a leaf, a branch etc) that each piece will be based on. Linda agreed that this would be a nice mode of structuring the performance.

Linda had some comments to make in regards to specific works I have been sending her over the past couple of weeks - I have regularly been sending video links and images to her & she has been responding via e-mail with her immediate impressions as soon as she has seen the work.
She often surprises me with what she has to say about the work, so I never quite know what she's going to say when I send her something!
... She also wanted to talk about my movement backgrounds & techniques - encouraging me to keep delving deeper into exploring myself for something un-trained.

Tuesday, March 15, 2016

MARCH 15 - PROCESS UPDATE - 2016




FEBRUARY - month-long residency at the John Cage Memorial Park, Chance - Deal Island, MD.

Solitude.

Snow & ice ...





Driftwood ...










Oysters ...


My hands in the long grass ...




There will be more follow-up from Deal Island once I've had a chance to edit footage.


MARCH - a weekend workshop with Circle Modern Dance March 12 & 13.
Facilitated a workshop to introduce them to my pedagogy & method for Raw Material & structured a piece that they can develop for performance.

Flyer for workshop ...


There will be more follow-up on CMD workshop once I've had a chance to edit footage.


A new image & logo for the RAW-(Material) project ....




MARCH 15 - MCP506 - DRAFT PAPER - 2016


Project Outline in the Seven Stages of Alchemy

In sharing this paper I have decided to utilize a method of transformation
– that of Alchemy.
The paper is divided into the seven stages of Alchemy.
The history of Alchemy marks the medieval origins of the science of chemistry.
The stages that occur during the attempt to turn lead into gold.
But more than that, it became a mystical metaphor for magic and self-transformation.
Each alchemist would interpret the stages for themselves
– defining their own order and choice of stages.
Thus, my mode for presenting this paper is interactive
– allowing you, the reader, to be The Alchemist.
In the following paper, each stage of Alchemy is presented by its title and colour
– the phrases of transformation are yours to create, to arrange as you wish.


Cut along dotted line and arrange in order of preference …



INTRODUCTION

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NIGREDO
BLACKNESS – LEAD – PRIMA MATERIA – RAW MATERIAL
“Defining the Self as Medium for Art”

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ALBEDO
WHITE LIGHT – REFINING FIRE
“Self: a Medium of Inherent Transformation / Hannah Wilke”

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VERIDITAS
GREEN – NATURE – REBIRTH
“Metamorphosis of Female Form in Greek Mythology / Francesca Woodman”

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RUBEDO
REDDENING – MANIFESTATION
“Relationship with Raw Materials / Ana Mendieta”

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CITRINITAS
YELLOW – COAGULATION – BECOMING
“Altered States of Consciousness / Maya Deren”

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GOLD
ARRIVAL
“My Material Culture”

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PEACOCK TAIL
DISPLAY OF ALL COLOURS IN WHITE LIGHT – PRISM
“Return to Pedagogy”

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CONCLUSION




Project Report – rough draft

I want to speak about bodies changed into new forms. You, gods, since you are the ones who alter these, and all other things, inspire my attempt, and spin out a continuous thread of words, from the world's first origins to my own time.
(Ovid’s Metamorphoses: The Primal Chaos)



INTRODUCTION


Ramblings on the subject of TRANSFORMATION:

I have a cup of tea – I am transformed
I go for a walk – I am transformed
I drink some wine – I am transformed
I do some sit-ups – I am transformed
I watch a movie – I am transformed
I … this could go on forever ……
Perhaps my transformation is not on any significant, life-changing scale, but a transformation none-the-less. I am different than I was before.

Even on the tiniest level of material structure there is rampant transformation occurring every fraction of a second. Subatomic particles collide and annihilate each other, living cells replace and renew. This is Life. This is Spirit. Even inside the molecules of the coldest, hardest, most motionless rock.

Pre-historic art was born from a transformed state of human consciousness – from trance, from hallucination. In desire to communicate their visions, the ancients transformed raw materials into mark making mediums to create colour and form on cave walls. (find a reference for this?)

Transformation is a continuous, unstoppable flow of progression – even in decay.

“Yet nothing is ever in a state of permanent immovability. Everything is always crossing over into something else, decomposing and recomposing itself beneath the identities truth would like to erect.
This mobility is not the expression of things’ internal nature, nor is it the result of prior causes that set change in motion. It is a permanent state of enervation and transformation constantly producing new modes of interpenetration and cross-mapping that change in turn into something else.” (Mansfield p145)

As an artist I transform in performance. I transform in order to perform and I am transformed by the act of performance. My raw materials are those of the Self – the body and psyche. My project is “RAW-(Material)”.

Project Description:

The Raw Material series is the second stage of the project:
“The Process and Praxis of Constructing the Self as Medium”

The project examines the properties of the Self as Raw Material and explores a practice in which the Self “transforms” within the act of performance.

My enquiry is two-fold:
“What constitutes the Self as medium for art?” – and –
“How does the Self transform for and via the process and praxis of performance?”

RAW-(Material) is a continuation of “The Performance Anxiety Workshop Experiment”: (http://claireebarratt.wix.com/performanceanxiety) - the enquiry into creating a practical pedagogy for performance art, which was the first year stage of my MFA process. After a year of developing a pedagogical method via a series of synergetic workshops, working with five different groups of volunteer students, my instinct was to internalize the method, to apply this pedagogy on myself and become my own student.

I use the Self to go beyond the Self. To transform. (use Butoh reference here?)
I address the raw materials of Self – the body and psyche, as well as the raw materials of the environment – of nature, as mediums with which to create.
My process takes the form of a journal.
A journal employs the idea of a day-to-day journey. The words Journal and Journey share the same root - the French word Jour, meaning Day.
Journal is a report of the day. Journey is a day’s travel.
My journal is a chronology reporting the explorations, discoveries, transitions and transformations that occur throughout the journey. These are described and documented in the forms of text, video, image and sound.
They present a complete cycle of the seasons and fall into two main categories, which I am calling “Body Studies” and “Nature Specimens”.
- Body Studies examines the raw material of the Self in self-exploration. It is a series of studio recordings that catalogue actions of the body.
- Nature Specimens is an engagement in a kind of “personal material culture” – the raw materials of nature – specifically the seasonal aspects that lend themselves to a sense of temporality and an urgency to capture and interact with them during the time they are present.

The RAW-(Material) series commenced at Somos Gallery, Berlin – July 2015, with an initiation ritual – “Ground Zero”.
My intention was to strip down everything superfluous from myself – down to the raw material. Accompanied and supported by my Transart peers whispering and chanting the word “strip” and shining intermittent flash lights in the small, dark room, I stripped off my clothing and shaved my long hair.
Throughout the duration of the project I have chosen to maintain a neutral appearance within the work – to appear as nude. Sometimes with literal nakedness and other times in clothing of skin tones. I will not cut or colour my hair for the complete year – allowing its growth to serve as a marker of time.
All this is in keeping with the concept of the Raw Material of the Self.

In sharing this paper I have decided to utilize a method of transformation – that of Alchemy. The paper is divided into the seven stages of Alchemy:
Nigredo – blackness, prima material, lead
Albedo – white light, refining fire
Veriditas – green, nature, rebirth
Rubedo – reddening, manifestation
Citrinitas – yellow, coagulation, becoming
Gold – arrival
Peacock Tail – display of all colours, prism

The history of Alchemy marks the medieval origins of the science of chemistry. The stages that occur during the attempt to turn lead into gold. But more than that, it became a mystical metaphor for magic and self-transformation. Carl Jung adopted this metaphor to describe the stages of psychological individuation. (find reference for this)
Jung’s alchemical stages reference a simplified trilogy using Nigredo, Albedo and Citrinitas – adapted by most alchemists from the original seven.
Each alchemist would interpret the stages for themselves – defining their own order and choice of stages. Thus, my mode for presenting this paper is interactive – allowing you, the reader, to be The Alchemist.
In the following paper, each stage of Alchemy is presented by its title and colour – the phrases of transformation are yours to create, to arrange as you wish.

“… the unconscious part of ourselves becomes the raw material, the prima material, out of which the alchemical gold, the philosophers stone, which is none other than the enlightened mind, is refined and revealed.”  (Paul Levy)












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NIGREDO
BLACKNESS – LEAD – PRIMA MATERIA – RAW MATERIAL
“Defining the Self as Medium for Art”


On stating that I am exploring the raw materials of the Self as medium for art in performance, I am subsequently required to define what constitutes the self in this context. I begin to examine the overwhelming cacophony of definitions of selfhood.
From the Cartesian Cogito of The Enlightenment to the nirvana of Buddhist enlightenment. From the autonomous individual to the self-as-construct. Kant’s Reason, Heidegger’s Being, Freudian psychoanalysis and Jungian archetypes. The unconscious, the subconscious, the spiritual and the insane. Personage as demographic identity: generational, cultural, racial, religious. Sexual orientation and “performing the gender”. Class, wealth, education. Body types. Cyborgs.
While all these concepts can be brought into the arena of self in performance, what I am looking for is: What defines the Self as medium for art?
I find something of what I am seeking in Lacan’s symbolic order – a “… selfhood (that) can only come to us in relationship.” (Mansfield p…?) And a quote from Deleuze and Guatarri that sounds almost like superstring theory: “… the self is merely the collection point of infinite and random impulses and flows that over-lap and intercut with one another.” (Mansfield p136) But one simple statement from Peggy Phelan really hits the nail on the head: “… in performance the body is metonymic … the performer disappears and becomes something else.” (p150)
Metonymy – a metaphorical transformation. (A classic example: The kettle is boiling.) The Self in performance is about what the self becomes. It is about becoming. It is about Transformation.


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ALBEDO
WHITE LIGHT – REFINING FIRE
“Self: a Medium of Inherent Transformation / Hannah Wilke”


The art of performance requires that the artist use the medium of the Self.
I argue that, as artistic mediums go, the self (i.e. human body and psyche) is probably the one most prone to transformation. In fact, transformations on multiple levels. Being subject to the everyday whims of being human inevitably affects the self as medium for performance. Bodily transformations take place moment to moment due to health, temperature, degrees of hunger or fullness, drugs, caffeine, alcohol, medicines etc. plus the state of the psyche and the mood of the individual. All these elements are prone to constant flux, thus transforming the state of the medium and influencing its quality of performance. Indeed – the Self is arguably the most unpredictable medium for art that exists!
As well as these moment-to-moment shifts in state, there is also the long-term progression of the aging of the medium. The transformations of aging may occur more gradually and subtly – and can really only become apparent in retrospect. When one views the full span in condensed form it becomes a complete picture.
In this long-term series of transformations there is no choice but in how one prepares for and adjusts to them. As Sogyal Rinoche writes in The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying: “The realization of impermanence is paradoxically the only thing we can hold onto, perhaps our only lasting possession.”

An artist whose life’s work exemplifies this for me quite dramatically is Hannah Wilke. After starting her career as a sculptor, Wilke’s main subject and medium became that of her own body. As a feminist provocateur she used her body to challenge the tradition of the male gaze. Early in her career, due to her youth, beauty and sometimes a playful, flirtatious nature, she was criticized for what was regarded by some as frivolity and accused of encouraging the problems about gender roles she was actually trying to challenge! (… quote here from Amelia Jones – Body Art/performing the subject …) However, by mid age she became ill with lymphoma but continued to use her body as the subject of her work throughout illness, deterioration, aging and dying. On viewing the full span of her life’s work in context, from beginning to end, it can be seen in perspective. Having seen the angst of her illness-ridden body, the images of her young, healthy body take on a new poignancy as part of that life-spectrum. As for the critics, it seems that somehow she was “redeemed” forgiven. Her suffering and willingness to share that suffering in continuing to create art somehow retrospectively made all her work acceptable now – like she had earned respect due to her suffering. Her young self-image could be viewed with nostalgia and the pang of something lost – thus validating it. (…Amelia Jones quote…) (Here I could digress into a host of feminist arguments … however that is not the purpose of this paper and the subject of Hannah Wilke’s work is to exemplify the transformations of the medium of Self.)

(include the titles of & talk about these examples of Wilke’s work in the text above)
IMAGES … HANNAH WILKE …


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VERIDITAS
GREEN – NATURE – REBIRTH
“Metamorphosis of Female Form in Greek Mythology / Francesca Woodman”


The allure of transformation for me is its promise of transcendence. As an artist I long to transcend the limitations of the human self. Paradoxically, as the Self is my medium, it is what I must use to go beyond the self. In order for this to happen, a metamorphosis must take place – I must lose myself. Now I am required to create a situation of an entity larger than myself, to which I can surrender self, to be absorbed by, to become part of.
For this reason I am drawn to the photography of Francesca Woodman.
In the essay Francesca Woodman’s Self Images: Transforming Bodies in the Space of Femininity, writer Jui chi Liu observes: “ The metamorphoses of her body merging with the environment become a feminist performance surrealistically conjuring up a subversive world of great emotional force.” (p30)
It is this metamorphosis of the female form melding with its environment that I identify with in Woodman’s work. To me, it embodies mythological themes of women being absorbed by nature. In Ovid’s Metamorphoses, these transformations usually represent a fleeing, an escape from unwanted ardent male pursuit. In the Greek myth of Daphne and Phoebus, Daphne flees from male desire by becoming tree:
“… thin bark closed over her breast, her hair turned into leaves, her arms into branches, her feet so swift a moment ago stuck fast in slow-growing roots, her face was lost in the canopy. Only her shining beauty was left.” (BK1: 525-552)
Daphne loses her human form and becomes something he can never have – although this somehow seems to intensify his desire and longing for her:
“Even like this Phoebus loved her and, placing his hand against the trunk, he felt her heart still quivering under the new bark. He clasped the branches as if they were parts of human arms, and kissed the wood.” (BK1: 553-567)
In this way, there is still something lingering of Woodman in her images – something that feels as subtle as a heartbeat.
This theme is echoed in the myth of Syrinx – when Pan’s eternal longing for his transformed object of desire becomes his new art form:
“… Pan, when he thought he now had Syrinx, found that instead of the nymph’s body he only held reeds from the marsh: and, while he sighed there, the wind in the reeds, moving, gave out a clear, plaintive sound. Charmed by this new art and its sweet tones the god said “This way of communing with you is still left to me” So unequal lengths of reed, joined together with wax, preserved the girl’s name.” (BK1: 689-721)
To me, this theme of escape from her own form to be absorbed by a larger entity seems apparent in Woodman’s images – she does not respond to an environment, she becomes part of it.
Jui Chi Liu states: “The more Woodman traverses and dissolves her corporeal boundaries, the more she refuses to allow her body to be defined by the viewer.” (p28) and referencing Amelia Jones from The Artist Body, quotes: “Abandoning overt objecthood to present herself as a non-presence, Woodman removes herself physically from the viewer, discouraging the kind of voyeurism normally invoked by the female body.”
Here, both Liu and Jones comment on the same theme of dispersing the full-bodied eroticism of the female form (as seen by the male gaze) into an environment as is inherent in Greek mythology and the female metamorphoses. What is interesting is that this removal of the erotic object of desire brings about a more romantic sense of whimsical loss, a haunting pang that lingers. I would argue that this is just as true for Woodman’s viewers as it is for Phoebus or Pan.

IMAGES – WOODMAN
My IMAGES & TEXT from RAW-(Material)-NATURE SPECIMENS
Daphne tree from SHERWOOD OAKS
LAKE EDEN

(describe more about how this theme relates to my project?)



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RUBEDO
REDDENING – MANIFESTATION
“Relationship with Raw Materials / Ana Mendieta”


In her Silueta series, Ana Mendieta transcends her human body by leaving the imprint of its form on nature. She embraces a ritualistic approach to this relationship of body to earth and becomes a catalyst of transformation to the raw materials she interacts with.
In her essay on Mendieta From the Personal to the Transpersonal: Self Reclamation Through Ritual-in-performance, Deborah K Ultan is deliberate in her description of the purposes of ritual, providing context for the reader of Mendieta’s Cuban Santeria background: “In studies on ritual, we have learned that the performance process is used to create a sort of nexus where the body and the mind are released from consciousness. Releasing consciousness during the ritual process is to enter a temporary subconscious state, a transient or liminal moment when the boundaries of a conscious attachment to the self, a thing, a place, or a social body, are eliminated. The liminal is the most fragile, vulnerable and tenuous moment and when fully accessed may function as the vehicle to renewal or transformation.”
Once this understanding has been established, she goes on to say of Mendieta’s practice: “By submerging or tracing herself into the womb of maternal nature, Mendieta enters the transforming liminal, to re-emerge leaving a symbolic form that echoes archetypes.” (p33)

IMAGES – MENDIETA
(Write more about the specific works shown here)

In my RAW-(Material) series, much of the work involves a somewhat similar process in that it takes on a ritualistic approach, a sense of transcendence from the body and a melding with nature. There is a purposeful impact of the body on nature and a resulting transformation of the raw materials.

My IMAGES & TEXT from RAW-(Material)-NATURE SPECIMENS
SAND
WHEAT


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CITRINITAS
YELLOW – COAGULATION – BECOMING
“Altered States of Consciousness / Maya Deren”


Here, I want to expand more on the role of ritual in performance / performance in ritual. Referencing Maya Deren’s Divine Horsemen: Living gods of Haiti and her documentation of trance and possession in Haitian Voudou ritual.
I am interested in: a) the role of art and performance necessary to achieve a transformed/altered state – and: b) the art and performance that results FROM the transformed/altered state.
I want to compare this with other practices that use a form of ritual to achieve an altered state of consciousness in performance.
I will use references from Yoga practices and to Mihaly Csikszentimihalyi’s “Flow: The Psychology of Optimal Experience”. I will refer to quotes from Butoh master Kazuo Ohno and others to describe the theme of altered consciousness in Butoh dance – and I will compare these to my own practice.

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GOLD
ARRIVAL
“My Material Culture”


My IMAGES & TEXT from RAW-(Material)-NATURE SPECIMENS
APPLES
ELDERBERRIES
HAYBALE
AUTUMN LEAVES


This is my own personal material culture.
What materials are available? What is in season? What is ripe, ready, offering itself for harvest? What is this material asking me to do? The materials are my collaborators, even my authors. They invite me to respond. The tasks they give are specific. In action, the task becomes gesture. The gesture becomes new material for the body in performance.

My IMAGES & TEXT from RAW-(Material)-BODY STUDIES
BODY FALLING
BODY HAYBALE GESTURES
BODY SPINNING


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PEACOCK TAIL
DISPLAY OF ALL COLOURS IN WHITE LIGHT – PRISM
“Return to Pedagogy”

This section will use the metaphor of the prism to deconstruct my pedagogy into its separate elements. I will talk about the development of last years project and how it has been employed in the Raw Material project.
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CONCLUSION